Tuesday, November 20, 2007

K, picture this:

U r out of the goddamn hospital of one day. U feel giddy and painful, with ur body aching all over with the nurses' and doctors' pathetic piercingS on ur body (and they can tell u: "UR BLOOD VESSEL IS MOVING!", yah, i noe, then do something about it lah! tell me got use meh?).

Suddenly, ur mum forbids u to go anywhere during the holidays wif ur frens(all kinds of frens: gay, boy, gurl, homo). U think: how rotten can life get rite?

Now, someone else comes in to say: "do something to make my mum say yes, i dun care, i wanna go overseas!" lol, hey dude, u think i dun wan huh? I asked everyone to help- my coach, my aunt, my frens, my uncle- but my mum only gave one word: NO! (easy for her to say...)So what would you do?

The person was unreceptive to any coaxing, any counselling and demands to get it her way. My mum was, well, u noe MY mum. The person can go on and on to demand and my mum stoll firm as a castle.

So now u noe how it feels??? If u dun, try standing in between 2 3feet thick walls, and imagine one side crushing you slowly, to top it off, u are weak from all the drips, drugs, injections u recieved in the hospital.

So much for being understanding...

So i thot about counselling the person, to teach her abt "live and let live", 'forbearance', 'benevolence'...

And guess wad the person said???

"It's all ur fault"

YAH, THX FOR BEING CONCERNED ABT MY SICKNESS!

;shall time stop'.
11/20/2007 06:28:00 AM

~Time~
shall time stop,
you'll be in my warmth
i promise to watch over you
and we'll stay like this,
and may time never end...;

JJ
28 July 1989
MBS, CHS, AJC
Leo...
Tennis...

Loves
Her...
My frens...
My family...
Tennis...
Swimming...
Nothing else...

Hates
Uncertainty, assumptions...
Anything that harms her... and my frens...
Gangsters...
Smokers...
Unfilial bastards...
Not achievig my aim...
Not having self discipiline...

Wishes

To be wif her...
Her to be my one and only...
Compete and win...
Save lives...
A utopia without sufferings...
To control time...

silence


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