My temperature's too low to be measured by a thermometer...
Maybe i'm dying soon...
Headache...
;shall time stop'.
2/19/2007 10:16:00 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007
It's time to move on...
Time to back down...
God... Is this wad u r hinting me?
Am i doing the right thing?
Everything is in ur hands now...
;shall time stop'.
2/16/2007 05:59:00 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
I have no idea what to do anymore...
God, enlighten me plz...
;shall time stop'.
2/12/2007 09:48:00 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
Mood swings, mood swings and more mood swings... Man, I'm god damn immature... insensitive... This sux...
Sry I made you cried again, it's my god damn fault... I really have no intention of hurting you when i said dat, there was no pun intended, no malice behind my words...
Anyways... I'm really sry... Sry dat I always make you worry about me... I really dun wish to see you cry... I'm sry i suck at making you happy... I always have no idea wad to do when you cry...
I'm really sry... I promise, no more keeping things to myself, no more stress, no more impossible events... No problem... as long as you dun cry... I'll do anything... juz to make you happy...
I'm really sry...
;shall time stop'.
2/05/2007 11:07:00 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Goddamnit... no SPORTS for 1 whole week... how am i suppose to survive?
Gives me more reason to mug my life away...
Happy 100 days :)
;shall time stop'.
2/03/2007 01:38:00 PM
Friday, February 02, 2007
Ouch... there goes my right ankle again... swelling like a pig's trotter... and i can't even run the cross country... haiz... too bad i promised dear not to run... if not i would have juz hack care...
Some goddamnit bastard actually dare to insult my dear today... Obviously he has never experienced death b4... that bastard got chased by me(wif the swollen ankle) ard the track until he jumped across a drain... Lucky for him... i can't jump wif dat pig's trotter...
Anyways, I saw him again after my lessons and dat bloody coward ran away at the sight of me... he got chased all the way to the general office... where he stood whimpering like a coward... begging me to let him off... Omg... I shld have video-ed it down... and obviously i can bear to whack a weakling... especially one without any fighting will... So i had to let him off... U believe it?
God, i shldn't be so soft-hearted... I swear i will rip his balls out 1 day...
Anyway i tink he's like super afraid of me now... so he wouldn't dare step into ohana when i'm ard... wad a coward...
Dear, I swear, I will not let anyone bully u, not let any bastard touch you, not let any coward insult you... I swear dat if they do, i will break all of the bones they have in their filthy body...
;shall time stop'.
2/02/2007 11:18:00 PM
~Time~
shall time stop,
you'll be in my warmth
i promise to watch over you
and we'll stay like this,
and may time never end...;
JJ
28 July 1989
MBS, CHS, AJC
Leo...
Tennis...
Loves
Her...
My frens...
My family...
Tennis...
Swimming...
Nothing else...
Hates
Uncertainty, assumptions...
Anything that harms her... and my frens...
Gangsters...
Smokers...
Unfilial bastards...
Not achievig my aim...
Not having self discipiline...
Wishes
To be wif her...
Her to be my one and only...
Compete and win...
Save lives...
A utopia without sufferings...
To control time...
