Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Ever felt dat u regreted not doing anything for something u want?Something this morning made me think about it, juz for the sake of passing dat god knows wad for 1/2 hr break.....I realised dat i've been losing alot of things dat ought to be mine......all because i was reactive and not proactive......I mean.....even if I were proactive and yet I did not succeed, at least i know i've given all i have.......Wad do i really want? I juz wanted to wait until the right moment.....but when is the right moment????
I did not want to feel the way i felt this morning ever again, the sudden heart ache......when i saw IT.......I couldn't control my emotion.....There was juz this part of me regreting not having done anything to improve the situation.....should i continue being my happy-go-lucky self or juz pull up my stinky socks......Do i really wanna be like my present self.... until i realised that all is lost?It's abt time to make a move......being proactive......a total revamped.....I mean the same old self, juz proactive and more....hardworking(I'm gonna regret saying dat.....)Oh, and, dun question urself, U r beautiful.....The above chunk of message maybe a tad too messy for u, dun bother asking.....I'm quite messed up myself........
;shall time stop'.
8/16/2006 11:09:00 PM
